unfair

i seem to be banging onto walls everywhere i go.
it hurts.
it hurts to be receiving all those redundant and ridiculous rubbish.

its unfair.

then again,
when is the world ever fair?

='(

hate.

oh well, i was the last thing on your mind
needless to explain, needless to lie.

bitch and bastard,
get out of my life.

yes, i hate u.

headache

terrible pain =(

and i love my baby

fireworks

YAY
today is the happiest day of the week!!!
i went to watch the fireworks display with my lil 6 yr old girl
HAHA
so amazing!!
she's sucha good girl, so obedient
so i rewarded her by bringing her to the arcade and ended up spending 60 grand there

i caught 2 mini hippo, 1 mini cat, 1 big dolphin and
my babe gave me a lilo cos she caught it with $1 -,-
we oso had this pretty huge bag of sweet haha
so we went home tired but satisfied!

YAY =)
wil upload the pics soon, as usual =P

LOVE

shocks

consumption shock
cultural shock
academic shock

great.

been subjected to so much plastics that insulated me from those terrifying shocks.
notice the sarcasm.

anyway,
im a happy girl dozing off duringlectures and scribbling all over my precious notebooks

im gonna be so free on every sats now! YAY
date me out man, cos im a super lazy person.
hehe x)


i have faith i have faith i have faith.

ITS ALL IN THE MIND GAME: u have nothing to LOSE, so u have nothing to FEAR.

im falling sick =(
somebody please shower me with love and care.

mind over body!

school started for me and i have been sleeping 2 thirds of my lectures away. thats like 2 hours per 3 hour lecture. boo boo!! im glad i have my PRECIOUS moments notebook to fill my time and entertain my thoughts.

i went for uol-src interview with ade and we got in. haha so funny.
looking forward to a holistic tertiary education.
hehe.

recently im in love with ding tai fung's chilli crab dumpling and sour and spicy soup and shrimp with egg fried rice. =) yummy!

been pretty caught up with work and stuff, that my negligence brought me quite a fair bit of hurt. nonetheless,im attempting to carry out a surprise. may it be a success.

school with ade and eliza rocks. my bestest mates. i SO love school.

my saturdays are gonna be free from 23rd onwards. though the opportunity cost would be having earn 50 less, but i guess there has gotta be a subconscious reason as to y i did that. i wanna spend time with ppl whom im missing out, and that is sparks.

everything's gonna be alright, the winding path is finally gonna become straight.

simple

mummy..
just glad i watched at century and nowhere else.

im simple,
can somebody understand?

unfathomable and ever puzzling question..

smra.ruoy.ni.eb.ot.tnaw.i.

jus so simple.

money no enough 2

watched that show on 31july at 12.05am.
though it isnt like a blockbuster kind movie, it actually made me cry.
the grandma in the show resembled mine so much.
i could feel the pain in my heart.
she did everything for the interest of me back then.
sigh.

ok. its been long time since i last blogged.
busy working, moving around.
suddenly a msg from ade today struck me.
just wad am i so busy with and for?
honestly, i dunno.
im in this stage and phase where i have no idea wad im going thru,
living life the way it is.
mundane, dull and boring.
totally in need of excitement.

there is that strong urge to leave this place.
just that my wings are not strong enough to take me far away.
every single day i cant help but have the thought of leaving.

and i sure hope my target audience will be able to catch this post.

to sparklers ling:
im sorry i cant seem to be catching u as often as before.
at times when u were down i failed to be there
but do know that im stil here alright
should u feel alone, down, hurt,
know that im here. i am.
put ur faith in me alright.
please be here with me too.
love

to ade xiao mu gua:
my dear babe
due to work, i've been missing out alot of time with u too.
glad to c u so happy
its just sad that we came to this stagnant point in our friendship.
lets not give up alright?
we'l get thru sch and stuff tgt.
my ears will be here to listen to ur woes should u have any
so if u've got anything, just shoot it yeah?
love

to lessi honey:
i lovest u.
thanks for pulling me up, teaching me stuff, giving me strength
thank u for so much so much more that u have done for me.
know that i love u alright.
love me too =)

as for ppl whom im supposed to meet but have yet done so, remind me k?
i've got lousy memory so pardon me!

i've got POA lesson this sunday MORNING.
i cant believe its happening.
so "excited" abt school.
lets just hope i can spot a nice and usable school bag
=)

cya fellow school mates!
it's a brand new month again