the time

im back again!
had shokudo for dinner. can u gues how much it brightened me up?! =D
yeah, food has been my comfort all these while.
hehe. ate with b. we used one card to pay for all the food and the other to get 2 cuppa drinks
den we said whoever got the card that was used to buy food wil pay.
hoho. in the end he paid for drinks as wel lol.
thanks man! =P
il give him a treat should i strike a pot of gold next time. heh.
i shall hopefully find the energy to upload the pic perhaps the next time round.
i simply love the crepe with azuki chestnut and green tea ice cream.
perfect combi. HOHO
we went to check out lappy.
and im pondering which one should i get
probably il get a macbook since it has pretty good offers now
and the next question is where am i gonna find the cash.
haa. now im indeed reaping wad i sow.
being someone who always failed to realise the imptance of saving,
im cash strapped.
BUT BUT BUT, there are toooooo many ppl who see money as their life
and to me, that is a sad sad sad and sorrowful way to live.
its just few pieces of paper.
no doubt it satisfies one's pride and ego and materialistic wants,
yet it is not wad life is about.
alright, better dun carry on ranting on this.

my beloved grandpa got into hosp.
not doing wel in there
AND im utterly puzzled by the fact that after drawing at least 6 or 7 tubes of blood on the first day and performing some tests on him on the second day, the doctors were YET TO provide us with a diagnosis of his illness.
amazing aint it.
so this is the urgency that i can expect if i ever land myself in a hosp.
perhaps i may be impatient and over reacting, but the person in there is my one and only granpa who brought me up, so i definitely want no harm to befall on him.

i need a break from this place.
i wanna leave this country and c my passport being proudly stamped on.
soon soon soon.
now im only waiting for my dear appeal to make a great comeback for me.
haa. sim is pretty good.
logged onto the student portal just now.
pretty fast and cool.
guess that is why we gotta pay to be a member of sim.


im beginning to get a taste of life, as i was telling b.
maybe im destined to have to go thru all these
having to deal with superficial, self-centered and really friendly ppl.
at times when im expected to be there for others, who is here for me?
and when i've done to my best for them, who appreciates the effort, much less reciprocate it?
hopefully the above sounds familiar to u, whoever is readin this, cos it means that we can actually be great frens since we are in the same boat ;)
n yeah, the only way forward is to be positive. life's not over yet.
karma is just abt to play her game.
im believe in wad goes ard comes ard.
dun be too quick to conclude that your life sux!
there are so much that is unseen and unexplored.
and for those who are feeling a certain unexplained pang of guilt, search ur soul and reflect on how u have been treating ppl ard u.
perhaps,, wad i said was meant deliberately, for U.

having regrets is the most unbearable aspect of life.
if u did something which u noe is a mistake, at least u did it. u noe how it felt.
if u wanna do sth so badly yet u failed to do it cos u had ur reservations, u wil only spend the rest of ur life contemplating wad if this and wad if that. u wil never get a taste of wad it feels it, be it sweet or sour or bitter.
haha. enough said.

ting love b and ting love shokudo =)

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* i love this quote: ever thine, ever mine, ever ours.
very very beautiful.